The “liminal” doctoral experience (Savva and Nygaard, 2021) sees doctoral students in education with “one foot in world of practice and one in academia” (Zambo et al., 2015, 234); sensations of intellectual confusion and frustration (Trafford and Lesham, 2009) see the need to integrate one's past experience by redefining one's professional voice and characterize oneself by the themes of becoming and belonging (Savva and Nygaard, 2021).
Defining the skills of doing research in the education doctorate and how to develop them is, in the Italian context, a little explored and recent topic (Milani, 2014; Lisimberti), which led to a first analysis of the literature in the sector (Lampugnani, 2023 ).
As part of the PhD course in "Education in Contemporary Society" aimed at doctoral students of the Department of Human Sciences for R-Massa Training - University of Milan Bicocca, the need arises to question ourselves about the training process and the skills developed in what looks not only at academic performance but at aspects of professional construction and personal gain.
The research question we ask is: How is developing the construction of professional and academic identity develop in the doctoral student's lived experience?
The research participants are 35 doctoral students from cycles 39-38-37, recruited with a purposive sample.
The research methodology adopted refers to Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis (Smith et al., 2009), in a phenomenological-grounded interpretative process (Mortari, 2009).
Firstly, 19 Italian doctoral students from 38-37 cycle were offered semi-structured interviews (Lampugnani, 2023) which, following an initial analysis, saw an individual and then collective "restitution" and co-interpretation of the results.
In a second phase, the preliminary results allowed the construction of written questionnaires with open questions, proposed to all 35 doctoral students, starting from the start of the new doctoral cycle (39), also in this case going to be co-interpretated.
Main findings are analysed.
The 3 main emerging themes with sub-themes:
-emotional level (need to listen and discuss; anxiety (from performance); difficulty in organisation; difficulty in structuring the peer group even on "concrete" aspects; expectations)
-moments of the training path, role and meanings: (inaugural conference of the ESC doctoral school as an institutive and ritual moment; the meetings with the PhD Coordination; the "change of year" days relating to the state of the art of research with the faculty of the College and other doctoral students are described as interesting (Lampugnani, 2023).
-Metaphors of the research process
The research methodology allows us to dwelve deeper into the difficulties encountered also with respect to the “unsaid” and the latencies ("I waited to make an appointment with my tutor [...] then I realized it was late").
The research process, in particular the moment of the interview, was experienced by the doctoral students as a useful non-judgmental listening space, which appears to have a "diagnostic" value of the efforts and processes, as well as accompanying the development of the training process.
The research seems to be able to constitute a perspective of analysis and reflection for teachers, supervisors and coordinators, to understand situated experiences and processes.